A House of Prayer for All Nations
Reflections

Does God Hear Me?

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In short: The author notices that doubts about whether God truly hears prayer tend to arise precisely when prayer feels like an effort — when it must be consciously worked at rather than felt. By contrast, in moments of genuine distress, prayer bursts forth naturally and completely. Reflecting on a verse from Psalms attributed to King David, the author concludes that the closeness of God is directly proportional to the sincerity with which we call out to Him.

I often find myself asking: does God truly hear me?

I’ve noticed that this question tends to surface most when I have to work at praying — when it doesn’t come naturally, when I need to put myself in a particular frame of mind just to get started. But when I’m in real distress, standing helpless before something I cannot control, prayer breaks through with full force. In those moments there is a kind of leaning on the Creator of the World — no questions, no doubts, no inner noise. Just complete surrender and closeness to the One who made everything.

As I sat with this observation, a verse came to mind:

“God is close to all who call upon Him — to all who call upon Him in truth.” (Psalms 145:18)

From these words of King David I understand that there is a genuine, reciprocal relationship at work here. When I truly call out to the Creator, He too is truly close to me. When that is not the case — when I don’t approach Him with real sincerity — the closeness is not complete either. And that, I think, is precisely the reason doubts about the power of prayer creep in: they are a signal, not an obstacle. They tell me something about the quality of my own calling-out, not about whether God is listening.